There are times where I sit and get stuck in my own head because I’m concerned about how an imaginary someone will perceive the message I’m trying to deliver. After I’ve written and rewritten whatever verbiage I was going to use, more than often what I end up with is not my truest feelings. I tend to find the most politically correct thing to say toeing the line in an attempt to respect the feelings of all parties. The fact of the matter is that in doing so, this has given me the most stress and anxiety. I’ve had to learn to embrace being my authentic self and stop giving a Fck and just do.
Now, when I say I stopped giving a Fck I don’t mean I’m aiming to attack, offend, or set your home church on fire. What it is, is that I’m not going to appease someone because they have a preference of some sort. Whatever that is, that’s your prerogative. I have no problem with however you choose to live your life because it DOES NOT interfere with mine. However, I know that even though I’m in my own lane there will ALWAYS be someone who is offended, feels threatened, or slighted with WHATEVER you do in life. Again, I must say I DON'T GIVE A FCK!
Once you embrace your true self, it’s the most freeing feeling you’ll come across. You’ll shed the weight of the disguise you’ve been wearing for so long and I guarantee it will be immediately recognized. Who gives a Fck about whatever you may be into. It’s your life and you have only one opportunity in this form to live it however you see it. I will say, some of the choices may come with consequences. But if you’re willing to accept what comes with those actions, roll with it!
I just can’t imagine what it’s like to live an entire lifetime keeping the real person you are locked away just to feel validated. That has to be a miserable way to exist and I know it has to haunt you when you’re alone. You should do yourself a favor and let go! Be yourself, you will be thankful later. Trust me!
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